I completly delerious attempt at posting

So... blog-world been pretty lame lately atleast for me.
I've just been scaddalin' through school. Not really paying much attention to my friends.
I've comtemplated the meaning of life recently and figured the answers simple: Love yes why else we are the only creatures we know of that are capeable of this. Wow I need a boyfriend.

It's like Midnight and I just got back from my friends school. We were seeing a play there. But I payed stricked attention to the teenage interactions; of boy & girl, and friends and such and I saw everyone laughing and having fun then I saw myself. Sitting here with my outcasted best friend and me trying way too hard to be cool. And I saw that I'm just wasting away my childish years I should be playing ball or reinacting starwars or something. Why am i here being all bored? I don't know why I'm babbling on but like I said midnight and I'm a little delirious.

So I'm gonna go do something intresting maybe I'll jump off a cliff ya that sounds good. What now I sound all depressed and sucidal how bout somthing happy... hmmm... I'l go run through a feild of daisies... ya.... that sounds nice...