twilight...

Ah yes the renowned series i have protested against and swore i would never read. The book that makes you dream of being a vampire and wish you were in love.

The book that i am obsesivly nerotic over.

I have an honest exuse to my hypocrasy i swear.

Well... maybe, my friend just threw it at pissed after my latest sermen rejecting the thing. I opened the book, thinking just looking to see what the big deal was, wasn't going to hurt anyone. I couldn't put the damn thing down. I stayed up until three trying to finish it. But I still complained that the story was bad (even though it wasn't) and wouldn't let anyone see me reading it let alone tell anyone. The story was I have to admit much better then i expected (damnit) corny - yes - but it still made me melt.

The main character, Bella - through Edward's, the vampire she falls in love with, eyes - (yes i downloaded "Midnight Sun" , Twilight from Edward's perspective, off of Stephanie Meyer's website) Bella is selfless and the week after reading it I was acting like (in the words of Phil Darling) a complete "Kiss ass". Atleast the book inspired something good.

But I have decided that it was not the book itself I should have been disdainful towards it was the colt the novel struck that pissed me off.

The story was so mainstream (I tend to try to be very elistist when choosing books) everyone was effect by it's writing, everyone knew the book. I didn't like, no... I don't like that I'm doing what everyone else is. It's so god forbid... normal. Me and my hiereracrchial senses *scoff*. So now I'm on book two of the saga "New Moon" and have formed an opinion on all the characters and all the scenarios.

I have given up on willpower so now I will just read.

Capture of a few Moments

Mesh and Jumbles of the captures I've created.
The photo's I've taken lately that I think are internet worthy

Reading and Temperary Friends

When ever I read a book I get lost in the story line, the plot leads me to a place when my whole life seems to be told as a story in my head. Like I'm stuck in "Stranger Then Fiction". I guess that's why I read so much last year to replace the friends I wish I had. I can avoid my own life and enters someone Else's i become a bystander following them through the introduction and climax and falling action. I find some way to add their problems to my own just to kid my self that my life is more interesting then it really is. I stand staring into space explaining the events occurring around me to precise description:

"Her face was drained, she was upset whether she wanted to show it or not. I should go talk to her. I overcome my laziness and walk over pretending to get tissues. 'Hey Paige', say. She doesn't pay attention, she's too interested in the pizza stain on her sweater. I walk away it's no use in getting her to speak, not here, not now..."

The occurrences of geography. That's what went through my head, word for word. I told you I need to get a life. Books and their pages and authors and words, my temporary friends when no one else is there or I feel lost. Thank you for listening, you always let me talk.

Pondering the inner sanctum of the Human mind

Wow. Deep title sequence. We must do alot today to keep this up.
Think of your school. And think of all the different cliques that roam the forbidden, unsafe halls.
For instance I attend an art school so we consist of:
+Two rivel "rebel/gothie" groups:
-The leather jacket kids and all the rest of them
-the indie powerpop kids
-the skater kids
-the some what indie kids that like to hang at skate station
-the outcasted scene kids who hang with both "rebel/gothie" groups
-the dancer prep kids
-the ghetto local kids
-the poser emo kids
-and all the rest of us

Of course the cliques arn't as seperated as they seem in "Mean Girls" but who hangs out with who is some what obvious, because us being art kids we have to express ourselves to the up most highest standards of the kind of music we listen to. I fit into the rest of us but I mingle in and out of each groups. Such as the indie-powerpop kids (we have the same style) and the outcasted scene kids. My two best friends happen to dress prep and skater but don't hangout with there clique.
My school, a magnent, is located in the middle of the bull-dosed ghetto, so we have the local kids whose parents are scared of the gang schools.

So why do we go to such great lengths to find our label? Maybe it's because we want to fit in (don't lie and say you dont, because I tried that once and that year ended in flames). We want to feel welcome in a group, it's just human nature.
Thats how I feel around the table at christmas time all my family (not just my sad excuse dingy little broken family). But my cousins and aunt and grandparents we bless our food and when everyone is reciting the pray I open my eyes. And look around the feast at the glowing face and you can just feel the warmth... the welcome. It makes me feel like I belong it's a good feeling. Maybe thats why we label.

El Presidente

My parents are scared as hell since he won.

The new comander and chief of the united states armed forces evryone:

Barack Obama...... whats your opinion?

What the parentals need though is... hope.

No I'm not saying Obama's going to be a good president, I'm not saying he'll be a bad one, I'm stating my opinion at all.

Hope the one little man who was lost in pandora's box. Never say theres no hope. They're always is, sometimes you just have to dig really deep to find it. But it's there... somewhere. You must always have hope for with out it they're is nothing to live for. Then we'd all be dead and there would be no bad, but also... no good. For with out bad there is nothing to compare good to. No difference there to see how things can change. No celebration when your finally out of hard time because you would have never had any. Hope, good, bad, intertwine.

Have hope in the American people. Have hope we made the right chose and that all hell will not break out as my parent keep reminding me that it surely will.

The Turtles

Lets Nerd Out and Be "Happy Together"

The Tree Singer

Ahhhh Florida has finally gotten it's first fall breeze. Our little taste of coolness.

I zoom down on my 7-speed. I twist and turn to an empty tree, a few leaves have fallen but not many. I climb and maneuver to the tippy top. I am truly your every day pro-tree climber. It's how you say a...passion. I'm at the top the wind whips through my hair, my pull-over barely warming the chill. But it is nice, invigorating.

One of those feelings when you just don't care, about the consiquinces or what everyone else will think. I jumped on the opportunity to be...spontaneous. So I started, singing, yes creating a musical rhythm with my voice, quite poorly i might add. Do-re-mi-fa-sol-la-ti-do escapes from my mouth, yes the classic from "The Sound of Music". I sat there in the tree, the old sturdy structure of the plant, i had found the perfect position to sing my heart out.

The tree grow in the median, road on either side. I swear i saw more cars pass today then i ever had. They all waved and smiled and honked, cheering me on. The surrounding trees my true audience applauding any note hit. They sway back and forth when the tone slows. A wiser oak smiles gently, grandfather tree, approving of this childish act this act of carelessness and...fun. Watching children play is always fun, watching them imagine the irrational, the impossible.

Fall is forever my favorite season. The earthy colors and light cool breeze is vivacious (I've been wanting to use that word). It's Halloween season and thanking season and my birthday season. No wonder i love it , I was born with it.

Hell on Earth

"Hello?" Avalene called into the darkness. She waited, no one answered, and she knew no one would call back. All was gone, she was the only one left. The scars of our past have finally destroyed our future into a crumblig pile of nothingness, the blankness of a broken television. These are the crumbles of brick I walk upon. The present is the absense of place...placelessness. We are no longer different nor the same, just a mesh of everything, good and bad, for now we have no sense of the words......and nothing, to form this empty waste. It's just dark and black as if we have been evaporated in a vortex; it stretches to the end of time, as far as the eye can see, it is a pigmentless terrian of flat. No color or light, a dirty abyss shall await Avalene for every awakened slumber. No sense of time or imagination, your non-exsistance can never escape. For Avalene is merely another lost soul, no body or mind.....melting and reforming and evaporating into this constant cycle of hell. But if no one can pry their closed eyes, shunning exsistance to wittness...is it occuring?

The Doors

Jim Morrison:
-acid head
-poet
-awesome person, so
awesome he's can't be considered human and is here from another planet.
You can't get much awesomer.
He is officailly my new favoritest person in the whole world, my idol, my hero.
"Lets swim to the moon"{-Jim Morrison} and walk among the people who believe. Lets live and laugh and love and watch as the world goes round. Lets enter a trance, a state of absolute being. I'll take a trip with you Jim Morrison and never come back.

I just finished watching they're movie, The doors, directed by, Oliver Stone, I had to mention him (the man is completly and fully a genius in disguise). It was i must say the best movie i have seen in awhile. Oliver, i swear got me high just watching the movie. The movie was so tragic, no the reality is so tragic......Jim dies. *tear*.
But Jim Morrison is an absolute mad man, i love him like that. His poetry is so true in the most uncomprehensive way. He just meshes words around and together in to pure music and sound and realness.

"The end" is my favorite song/poem/wordmesh Jim has invented. Read it and you'll see my muse.

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end

Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
Ill never look into your eyes...again

Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...strangers hand
In a...desperate land

Lost in a roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah

Theres danger on the edge of town
Ride the kings highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby

Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake...hes old, and his skin is cold

The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and well do the rest

The blue bus is callin us
The blue bus is callin us
Driver, where you taken us

The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived, and...then he
Paid a visit to his brother, and then he
He walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door...and he looked inside
Father, yes son, I want to kill you
Mother...i want to...fuck you

Cmon baby, take a chance with us
Cmon baby, take a chance with us
Cmon baby, take a chance with us
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin a blue rock
On a blue bus
Doin a blue rock
Cmon, yeah

Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end

It hurts to set you free
But you'll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die

This is the end

Woodstock

Ahhhh......and all of its hippie wonderful wonderfulness. A peace, love, and music fest of true realness. 1969, a year for revolt and parades and pot. They dance and sing and fight......why oh why must they have been so rowty at the festival that they had to never do it again. Oh Greatful dead and Jefferson Airplane (they weren't starship yet!) and The Who...classics. I think I was born in the wrong time period. I wanna be in your generation Roger Daltrey! Official new favorite Quote:
Peace, Love and Crabs
I have a t-shirt that says it.

Dreaming about the blahhhness of the people all meshed together, now built in one. So close thier souls morphed to one super infinate being, listening to the sounds of pure earth and America and life.

Woodstock Rocks and thats it.

help? anyone? am i nelglecting this?

Im sorry!!!!!! I have strongly neglected this blog with personal stories and what not....I'm sorry i love my bananna condom post!!!! Comment me and tell me if ur okay with the blog or if i should go back to no personal info, just issues and such!

Please & Thankyou! -Catherine

Little People

I'm in love with all four year olds, and all that they stand for. They waste away the day with imaginary friend, my shunned me 8 years ago....i miss him. They eat paste and don't give a damn what you think. I liked my self at four it was a magical time. I was a superhero, my underwear was always on the outside of my pants and thats the way i liked it. Everything was right i would play with my friends by day, my parents would fall into each others arms and not fight, they were still together then. Sail to lala land in my dreams by night.

I wanna be four, I don't want to grow up, and I will suceed.

I'm turning four soon

-Catherine

Current Obsessions

1. Taking really long tub baths, with bubbles
2. "A Lack of Color"- Death Cab For Cutie
3. Sleeping till noon
4. Going to bed at one
5. Vegging out on the weekends
6. Bannana Popcicles
7. Blogs, and all that they stand for
8. Eating ice
9. Listening to Woodstock on Youtube at 3am
10. Vintage Photography
11. Vintage T-shirts
12. Painting my Nails while waiting for my computer load
13.Picking it off because I'm bored
14. Reading Scifi and Rapture and what not
15. Observing People and their irony

Alrighty then

So here i am at my computer, talking to my dad about my bannana condom post, him laughing then suddenly he has the urge to go in to my bathroom pick up my tight jeans of the floor and...........put them on. Yes people of the world my hippie dad decided to wear tight jeans (he already does (somtimes) but he put on mine, and they fit him (not that im fat they are just really stretchy). The wierd thing is they looked pretty cool on him. So my woderful readers thats my dad for ya, the king crimson listening to, dead head (someone who listens to Greatful Dead you musically uncultured confused person........haha just joking) striaght out of 1975.

Asian Seafood

My breath felt as if i had just exited an asian seafood restruant. I liked the taste it was warm and soft yet cool and unexpected at the same time, my taste buds began to tingle.

I raided the fridge for anything and everything I came out with a bucket of cookie dough, lemonade, Yogurt, and some cheese. Screw health food.

I pigged out for about an hour then squeezed into my dress. It was squishing my newly excerted gut. It was an eighties prom dress, with a tightly fitting mermaid green, black polkadoted boustiay. Then a ruffled black skirt, it was the posterchild for vintage and i loved it. I walked out the door, Ran down the stairs barefoot, and stripped myself of sanity.

Rain poured in sheets of newly cleansed liquid. I ran into the sky shower. The rain soaked my every inch. I ran through the dark streets laughing and dancing and playing. I started to sing, very poorly i might add. I sang my soul out.

His window opened, his chisled face appeared thruogh the open square. I smiled at him so fully and real. He closed the window and i saw him run down the stairs. He stood under the porch and i called out for him to join me. He ran into the rain, his converses now soaked and tight jeans dripping.

I skipped over to him fell into his arms he held me tight with his warm comforting body. I turned so we were facing each other i leaned in and breathed in his aroma of asian seafood the smell was overwelmingly pure, he kissed me and kissed me again in the most lushish, kind, loving way and i kissed him back. There we were standing in the middle of a summer down pour kissing in the middle of the street.

My thursday Night

Talking to strangers at midnight while flying on my magic bicycle to the playground of our pasts and sliding down the tunnel like a four year old. As we truely live, i stop and count the colors of the rainbow then hop aboard and am taken to the place of all lost dreams. To explore our minds and your mind and my mind, and discover the unimaginative thoughts of our generation, when did we stray from ourselves? We are lost, and the slides are no longer riden and the rainbows are no longer counted, they are lonely, how do we help them? We enter a train of thought and evaporate into untouchable beings to observe our mark. Then condensate ourselves back to humans and change it and fix it and express it.

BANNANA CONDOMS!!!!!!

Beware of:

This post is rated PG13, some of the following material may not be sutible for younger adeiences

Get ready for:

Okay in this post dudududidydun....you get to see me and what my friends look like

I'm sorry that:
This post is somewhat about me but i think it's so hilarious that your gonna hear it anyways.

Story:

My friend Paige was asking my friend courtney for a condom not that she's gonna use it she just wanted to see it and play with it (don't say ewww ya know you want to, too). So she finally brings her one a bannana flavored one so paige is all excited. So she opens it on the bus and piage is just going at the thing licking it and what not........I smelled it, it smelled like a bananna popsical...i would totally eat it if it was a popcicle. Sadie (another bff) yells to sereta that paige has a condom then this 10th grader on ur bus starts yelling at paige for having a condom saying it's inapproprete (whatever...atleast we don't use it). Then she tells her friend who tells her friend and before you know it the whole bus knows paige has condom.....so now she's known as the bus slut. She's gonna sart given 'em out free if ya need one.....hahaha...just joking.

This is for paige:

"Packman may not last ,
But bananna condoms are for ever."

-Piage

"They'll make it or break it"
-Catherine...me

(GIRL WITH BRAIDS & headbands........ME, bLONDE.....SADIE.......rED HEAD with FOREHEAD.......PIAGE......BOW CHICK cOURTNEY)

NEW!!!!!! Blog!!!!!!

I just made a new blog.......yes another one. But this one i promise to keep up. It's one of those story blogs where the whole thing is just like a novel. But anyways it's called "My dead lover" and it's about this guy and this girl and their best friend just died. So it's about how they cope with it and what not.
But tell me if you like it or not!!!!
Comments would be very appreciated!!!!!

Click Here to see it.

Stream of consiusness

He lived so others could die.

He was brought among us so the loved would evaporate. He celebrated so we could mourn. His happiness is our pain.

Good is evil is evil is good.

He reverses our stream of consciousness, clots our imagination, so he shall be happy.

He lived so others could die.

Our pulses pause, our minds will stop, he will bloom and conduct and be able, we....will vanish. He is good and bad and greedy and humble. Without the bad there is no good. The perfectness is within us and him, but it can not live. Not with out it's counter part. But then it would not exsist.

Good is evil is evil is good.

Loser

I was born in New york City, I have a scar on my left eyebrow from a terrible accident, and I think i killed my mother. My name is Lucy. I currently live in a small town in a on a small street in an old house. I stay in the attic and I won't come out. My Best friends a book i read when I was six. I'm a loser...and you can't stop me.
I am filled with pages of changing form. My home is stark and dusty and old. I have been through many hands of many souls. Forever changing those I meet. My letters have touched those much greater then I and I made that difference.

My.........Label?

Her eyes moved up and down, studying, Labeling. Me:
Skinny jeans, ancient converses, earthtone mix-match top.

"Whats your favorite band?"she needed a clue.
"Henry Clay People",It didn't help she didn't know them,"there from California". Two clues plenty.
"Oh", surprised...I knew it,"T thought you'd say Fall out boy or somthing".
"I know",though I didn't.

She couldn't get it. I didn't dress like the preppies who love Boys like Girls or Metro Station. But I didn't have her rebel look, ya know when you can emeditly after seeing them the are a true punk rocker.

"You know Jefferson Airplane?" This was her test. She like the older bands.
I did know, both...actually.
"Ya, airplane and starship", I can shake things up.
Silence, she didn't say anything. I passed the test. The rebel was confused she moved her test to someone else.

I saw her again in the halls. The ten minutes we have to get to our lockers is the blobiest, most undesicive mess I've ever seen. You can't tell anyone from anyone. We're packed in those tiny five foot wide walls all squished together like sardines in a can. But I saw her, you can't miss the black hair and eyeliner. She saw me, too. The girl glared in frustration. Why'd it matter what my label was anyways. Have we become so obsessed with classification that when someone doesn't fit, they're examined by a teenagers built in x-ray machine?

Our third encounter occered in the lunch room:

"Tell me", I turned, it was her. Standing next to me in line.
"Tell you, what?" Though I already knew.
"You know what" Fine I'll tell.
"Me", Her brow shot up in disbelief and shock and some stupidity. The simplest answer, yet could not be configured, because no one has that answer any more.
"Oh", she needs to find another word. She walked away, back to her group which she'll probably never leave.

I've seen her again, of course after our.......What would you call it? Fight? Sure. But she'd just pass by non-chalantly ignoring my exsistace. And their would go by my one time only........enemy? Ya that sound right

Remember..........

Directions:

Think...............remember,
Now Go out and act like a four year old

The Lottery

Oh my God i just finished reading "The Lottery" by Shirley Jackson For school. And its the most horrible thing ive ever read not the story line that sucked but the whole idea was so ...........tragic. The main Character gets stoned to death because she drew a piece of paper with a black dot.

The irony is she supported the lottery until she was the one to be stoned. The sad thing is that this ancient tradition is no different then way we act today. No not as brutal but same idea. We see on the news every day thousand of muslims being killed or little african children dieing of aids and were immune to it all, we dont bust out in tears every time we see it. But when our family member dies we bluber like a baby or worse its us whose gonna die suddenly it becomes unfair.

Who new my most favorite word had a dark side? Well...i sure as hell didnt.

Irony's gotta Darkside, -Catherine

Alert! Alert! Read NOW!!!!!

Okay you may or may not have heard them, but tough but if you had cause i'm gonna talk about them anyways. This band rocks my sox and it should yours, too. There from auckland, london ( the U.K version) i love british bands thier so HOT. But any way Cut off Your Hands way awesomeo band. Some dumb ass at my school was making fun off them just cause of their name....I got very in touch with my pissy side. I mean dont knock till you try it. Im like adictted to them right now ive listened non-stop for like six hours now. First listen to their video "Oh,Girl"on youtube (i would just put it here but im not that good...yet) then check out their myspace:

www.myspace.com/cutoffyourhands

"Oh,Girl" vid.

Good and bad......news

3rd day, 2nd week since school started (due to damn tropical storm fay). I am oficially no longer an outcast i have friends!! Yay......whoops sorry forgot you dont care.

Okay this may be a bit of a depressing post today due to the fact i was on the verge of tears. Havent you ever had that feeling when everything is building up and you just want to tell someone but cant or know how? thats how i feel.
im not quite sure what is (like i ever do) but somthings definatly wrong.
God...and you never quite see the irony until its too late.
Ya know some people just need to take major chill pill and go with the flow.
Right now i just want to hide from the world and forget my self and focus on someone else with greater problems.(and im so not a crier)

I'm going to hide under a rock,
-Catherine

Penelope

Okay this so cool, i've recently taken up a new craft, making dolls i've made 2, penelope and claudia. 

But pennys my favorite she totally freaky looking...well at least to me, real long skinny, langish.

I'll try to get a picture but..........humanity needs to use it imagination so maybe i won't.

But any one looking for a voodoo doll or friend call me!!!! :p

Voodoo for the angry,

Catherine

Spiderman

I just stole some......well all of my dad's old.......acutually they're knock offs he collected from the news paper but it's funner to say they're original spiderman comics.

i read like 3 or 4 if i remember correctly and i'm kind of not likeing spiderman he's so full of himself it's annoying.

like in volume 3 i think it was, where he wanted to join the fantastic four and was totally egotisical at the tryouts rock on to the thing for seeing right through the loser and not allowing him to join in.

But i will read on because readin comics just adds to my dorkiness which we know i try much too hard to maintain.

Bored.......school.....subject applies

So it's about 11:47 and i've got nothing better to do so here goes my atempt to talk about school.
It's starts next monday i'm excited more or less but god am i gonna miss summer.
Summer, summer where out there summer?
I ask because i frickin have to wake up at 6 monday.........crap.
Stupid magnet school can't it start at noon or something?
My mom signed me up for honors classes more homework ode to joy.
Okay sorry i know im making school sound pooish but i'm not that upset i'm mean my teachers acording to the orientation tour guides sound pretty awesome.
sorry i'm talking about me like you give a damn. so um school whoo hoo yeah.....right.

Awesome band

Okay i just found this new band, okay i found it a month ago but it just acurred to me to blog it. i know its probably against some kind of un said oath to talk about and indie band and tell lots of other people but they're just so good at least i think so and i don't think it's right to exclude the world from good music do you? Well now that thats done.......the band? Right The henry clay people they're from california, two are brothers, others meet in jr high, and others meet in college......the end. they kind of rock in my highly considered opinion so heres there my space url click on it and hear the awesomeness:

www.myspace.com/thehenryclaypeople

so click NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My philosophy

Okay ive been reading this blog (i'm such a well rounded blogger, jk) and they have such an awesome philosophy and since i'm so desprate to be that awesome i'm gonna get me one of those life philosophy so here it is awesome i know

View in Perspective of a Perfect Sunset

I recently went to The philly museum of art and on display in the modern art section there was a painting called view in perspective of a perfect sunset.

What i loved about it was the pure irony of the somewhat morbid picture and it's name. The painting depicts ruins and a young girl holding her knees as if mourning.

The irony is, you would expect a sunset has a happy thing but in this its a describtion of a ending civilsation ("perfect" part as in sunset in the "end", of the day ("end" of a world?) and the begining of a new one ("perfect" part as in happy).

The artist eugene berman was probably refering to the Russian revelution which occured when he was a boy.

Irony is how I get by,

Catherine

Random?

I was having one of my classic random (haha(you'll understand the dry comedy later) conversation with my dad I was debating with myself to him the existence of randomness.

Think is it really real? When your creating a "random" pattern you know your thinking what looks best together and computer's randomness is always created by a complicated mathematical pattern. All nature is pattern and it is possible imagining the world in pattern. Closing your eyes and picking some thing there is still the connection between your mind and hand and other senses choosing the direction or thing you like best.

So is it possible to be random?
Or have just merely defined our idea of randomness wrong?

****GIRL

My most favorite quote from my most favorite book:


"May our reunion not be a finding but a sweet collision of destinies"

Love and love and love again,

Stargirl

I know if quoted this before but i just can't get over it. Its so beautiful. So lets examine and analyze. What is is our most favorite indie herione telling us? The cliche comes to mind "Let the chips fall where they may". Don't get yourlife so rapped up in your scheduled agenda go with the flow let things be don't manipulate things into the screwed up society known as today.

Change it up keep'em guessin!

Expression

Expression think about it how do you express yourself?

So many different ways:
writing
music
drawing
painting
sculpting
dancing
acting

But they all come down to one thing really:
ART
That's its true defination, ART=EXPRESSION, art=you, art=our true being, the us, being exposed. Without this tool we would be concealed and isolated so appreciate the artist and be proud of there expression

Poetry

Ah the wonderful wonderfulness of poetry this post full of your poems my poems all of them big and small
Walt dear Walt how I love you. My favorite poet Walt Whitman such strange character and I love you for that he was so off beat and UNIQUE!!

Heres an excert from one of his poems "Song of Myself"
SONG OF MYSELF
I CELEBRATE myself, and sing myself,
And what I assume you shall assume,
For every atom belonging to me as good belongs to you.

I loafe and invite my soul,
I lean and loafe at my ease observing a spear of summer grass.

How beautiful was that for the whole poem go to:
http://www.princeton.edu/~batk/logr/log_026.html

So as you read "Song of Myself" think, think of how content and happy Walt is with himself why aren't we all like that why do care so much what others think why are we so self consious caught in this materialistic world of everything fake. Try you don't have to but some time now or later be content with you because you are unique so be happy. And observe natures beauty oserve a spear of summer grass.

CUT the CRAP-How to be Unique

Uniqueness-Thats what this is about got it?
Now some easy tips on how to become you (imagine someone pointing at you and sounding really cheesy) But seriously read:

First read the title cut the crap
Now for the inner you (starting to sound like a corny motavational speaker huh?)
What do you like not what other people like you whats that your gonna get made fun of do i look like i care you asked for unique so here it is damn it. What do you dislike think of you what you want do become your goals and leave everyone else out.

Ok now that you know who you are the most important thing get over the embarassment factor ya someone probably gonna laugh at you but look at what their doing its probably stupider. And who cares what they think they're the one being a meano and probably not themselve.
God, before we go to the next step think really hard of a world where everyone was themself no posers, or wannabes, fakes, and bull crap you didn't have to pretend, you were just......you. Awesome, I know my goal, so beautiful.
Anyways time to go shopping you need a comeplete over haul (or just makerover depending on how big of a poser you are(beware of runovers).
Get stuff you like remake your room you clothes your hair everything (if you can't afford chop up everything till it's just right). Your mom got mad well tough patooty.
Now show off your new look!
And Volia your you congrats.*


*Caution: Don't let anyone label you you